Week of Lasts...

It has been 12 years since we have begun this journey...

We have gone through the struggles of infertility treatments, the joys of delivering our three beautiful sons, the disappointments of year after year of trying, the heartbreak of loosing, the miracle of expecting once again...and now, it is all coming to an end...

The last week has arrived...

I have been waiting for it for nine months...and yet, feel as though it has creeped up on me...

I can't believe I am here...I can't believe WE are here...together...

My butterfly baby...

This week will be the last pictures we take of my beautiful pregnant belly...never again will I look at myself in the mirror and see the life that grows inside...

This week will be the last time I will experience the amazing feeling of a baby moving inside me...

This week will be my last doctors appointment - listening to the little heart that beats inside...

This week will be the last to enjoy and cherish this little one all to myself - this special bond that only we can share...

This week will be the last time I carry my unborn child...

This week will be the last time I bring a baby into the world...

This week, this chapter of my life will end...and I will miss it...

But my week of lasts...will also be a week of firsts...

I will watch my little one take his first breathe...hear his first cry...watch as he opens his eyes to the world...hold him for the first time...

So as my week of lasts, turns into a weeks of firsts, I will be smiling...

37 weeks...a few days before delivery...

Every second I get...is a miracle...