My Heart...

My Beautiful Minis

Magical Bond

People would tell me, that once I held my rainbow baby - everything would be different...That the connection - the bond we would share, would be unlike anything I had ever felt...

 

But my love for them - is like the love I have for all of my children....

 

Completely indescribable - beyond all control - unconditional - a feeling that lives within me - my whole self...The love of a mom for her children...

 

 

And yet - something is different...Something almost magical...Its in the sparkle in their eyes...In the way they smile...They way they look at you - deep into your eyes....As if they are looking into my soul...Trying to tell me something...As if something deep inside of them is telling me they have found their way home....

 

 

And as quick as it appears...it is gone...Until the next time...

 

 

But I can smile - as I know my family is complete...more than complete...

Little Loves

May 21st, 2010

4 years...

 

Since my heart broke...

Since me dreams died...

Since I held you...

Since I said goodbye...

 

 

4 years...

 

 

I wondered how I would get back up...

How I would keep going...

Smile again...

Laugh...

 

 

And yet...

4 years later...

Here I am...

 

 

I have gotten back up...

Have moved forward...

Dried my tears...

 

 

I smile...

I laugh...

I am happy...

And complete...

 

 

But that doesn't mean that I have forgotten...

It doesn't mean that my heart no longer hurts...

That I don't cry...

That I don't long...

I don't miss...

I don't love...

 

 

You are and will always be a part of who I am...

Always in my heart...

A piece of my being...

Of my soul...

 

 

You are a part of what makes me complete...

Of what makes her complete...

 

For I see you in her eyes...

And feel you...

In her heart...

 

 

                                                             Missing you every day...

                                                                Loving you forever...

 

                                                                 Méliange Godmer

                                                                   May 21st 2010

 

 



Heartbeat Bears

Still so magical to hear their heart beating...

A sound that brought me so much joy...So much reassurance...

And here they are...

 



18 Months

Juliette is 18 Months!

 



Our Daily Visitor

I always have a superhero running around...

Go Habs Go!

Eastern Conference Finals!

 



The Pose!

His 1st Movie!

Can we guess which movie we saw...

 



Oh The Cuteness!

Maman Et Sa Princesse

Mothers Day

Outside Fun!