People would tell me, that once I held my rainbow baby - everything would be different...That the connection - the bond we would share, would be unlike anything I had ever felt...
But my love for them - is like the love I have for all of my children....
Completely indescribable - beyond all control - unconditional - a feeling that lives within me - my whole self...The love of a mom for her children...
And yet - something is different...Something almost magical...Its in the sparkle in their eyes...In the way they smile...They way they look at you - deep into your eyes....As if they are looking into my soul...Trying to tell me something...As if something deep inside of them is telling me they have found their way home....
And as quick as it appears...it is gone...Until the next time...
But I can smile - as I know my family is complete...more than complete...
