" Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt; sing like nobody's listening; live like its Heaven on earth" - Mark Twain. Beyond all else, I am the wife to my very best friend and a mom to five amazing children. My blog is a little bit of this and a little bit of that, and what makes up my day to day with the love of my life Benoit and my boys, Olivier Nicholas, Joshua Etienne, Jacob Antoine, and our little miracle Riley Félix-Gabriel, and our final family member, our little princess, Juliette Alexia Mélirose...While remembering our children, Gabriell and Méliange who left us much too early...our Butterfly-Angels....Welcome to my little world...

Butterfly Visits

Butterfly Visits

Friday, July 6, 2012

July 6th 2012

The day that we were meant to meet you...

But too early, we said goodbye...



River-Rose
Dec 5th, 2011







Mmmmmm Maple Syrup....

Somewhere Over The Rainbow...Dreams Do Come True...

Tears instantly filled my eyes...

Running down my face...

Its a girl...


I still can't believe it...

It seems so surreal...

My heart was right...


Her little heart beating away...

Moving all over...

Healthy and perfect...


It's strange...

But I almost feel...

Like a small part of Gabriell and Méliange...

Have found their way back to us...

Completing us...

"And Just Like Them Old Stars
  I See That You've Come So Far
  To Be Right Where You Are
  How Old Is Your Soul..."



What a perfect way to complete our family...

4 gorgeous boys...And a beautiful little princess...

What an absolutely, amazing...

Family Portrait...




IT'S A GIRL.


Anticipation....

The big day was upon us...

The outcome of our final family portrait would soon be known...

I sat in the waiting room - rocking myself back and forth - so very nervous...

And I realized how strange this was...

Why was I feeling like this...

So excited...

So scared...

So nervous...

And how strange...

How every single one of my friends...

Every family member...

Were all waiting...

All so very very excited...

This is my 5th gender scan...

And yet...

I can't remember anything quite like this one...

The excitment...

The frenzy...

Almost...

As if deep down...

In our heart...

We all knew...

We already all knew...